Beat the Rain, intro

There are places in my heart that are crowded. I have to let you know about them, whoever you are. There are just things that have to be said, loudly or quietly as long as they are heard by another human heart. I love him deeply and I can NEVER be with him in this life. It is a strange thing. A bond exists even now though our life circumstances have demanded a complete cut off of communication between us. No he won't ever read this and that is ok. I've thought of picking some random address in North America and writing my sad story to a complete stranger just to be heard...by someone...by anyone. The theme of the story is unexplainable, boundless love and unfathomable, deep abiding pain. Please hear this, someone!