Monday, July 14, 2008

Hello by Evanescence

playground school bell rings again
rain clouds come to play again
has no one told you she's not breathing?
hello i'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
hello
if i smile and don't believe
soon i know i'll wake from this dream
don't try to fix me i'm not broken
hello i'm the lie living for you so you can hide
don't cry

suddenly i know i'm not sleeping
hello i'm still here
all that's left of yesterday

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Beat the Rain, intro

There are places in my heart that are crowded. I have to let you know about them, whoever you are. There are just things that have to be said, loudly or quietly as long as they are heard by another human heart. I love him deeply and I can NEVER be with him in this life. It is a strange thing. A bond exists even now though our life circumstances have demanded a complete cut off of communication between us. No he won't ever read this and that is ok. I've thought of picking some random address in North America and writing my sad story to a complete stranger just to be heard...by someone...by anyone. The theme of the story is unexplainable, boundless love and unfathomable, deep abiding pain. Please hear this, someone!